BACKKKK!!

Yes, I am back like cook crack. Bet you didn't know that they did that. Haha, that rhymes. But moving on, oh how I've missed you so! It's been so long and I am not going to lie, it felt quite empty without you. All my emotions are currently bottled up, due to the fact that I thought it would be a smart idea to take a break from you. Never again. I'm so on it!!!

I don't know exactly where to begin but a lot has been happening. Not productive, yet life altering. I really want to write about the fact that I'll be turning 20 Friday. Yes, you read correctly. I will be turning 20 this Friday!!!!! For those of you who don't know me personally, I hate my birthday. I never ever EVER look forward to a birthday, not even my 18th but I am extremely excited about this one and not only because I plan on spending it with my special someone because it actually means something to me. I'm not just turning another year older or the fact it means I'll only have one more year until I can drink, legally. What it means to me, responsibility. It means, I'm finally take full control of my life...MY LIFE! Every decision will be mine. Every accomplishment will be mine. Every failure will be mine. No one can tell me what to do. I no longer have to answer to anyone. This is my world, you bitches are just living in it. 

I'm BACKKK

I'm still in the "too good to be true" state of mind.

I know I've been seriously slacking with the lack of blog posts and whatnot. To be completely honest I've been slacking on a lot of things. But some thing inside of me is telling me it's going to change. I'm going to be back to my old self in no time. I've been distracted from life lately, some may see that as a bad thing but it's wonderful. Let's face it, reality sucks

Dude random, WHY MUST PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO FUCKING BLAST THEIR MUSIC WHEN THEY'RE DRIVING IN THEIR CAR FOR THE WORLD TO HEAR!?!?!? 

what makes you think everyone wants to listen to what you're fucking listening to, assholes. 

Okay, I'm done. Going to continue to sip on this hot tea hoping that it will magically make my cold disappear. Speaking of, this cold I have really fucked shit up. Rosemomma is away for a couple of days and instead celebrating, I'm here in bed nursing it. How annoying. I don't even want to be around people because I'm afraid that I might give them the cooties. 

Before I got, I want to "WTF" a couple of things.

DRAKE HOOKING UP WITH RIHANNA WTF!!!!

THE CELTICS LOSING TO MAGICS WTF!!!!

I'm trying to make sense of both situations but keep failing. Please someone come with an answer and maybe I can deal with it.

maybe.

Oh btw, the job that I use to love so much is starting to suck. I'm so disappointed. Yes, that's all I'm going to say about that situation.

Ok, I'm really leaving this time but before I go I wanted to leave a quote. 

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending"

-Maria Robinson

Think about it. Goodnight