BACKKKK!!

Yes, I am back like cook crack. Bet you didn't know that they did that. Haha, that rhymes. But moving on, oh how I've missed you so! It's been so long and I am not going to lie, it felt quite empty without you. All my emotions are currently bottled up, due to the fact that I thought it would be a smart idea to take a break from you. Never again. I'm so on it!!!

I don't know exactly where to begin but a lot has been happening. Not productive, yet life altering. I really want to write about the fact that I'll be turning 20 Friday. Yes, you read correctly. I will be turning 20 this Friday!!!!! For those of you who don't know me personally, I hate my birthday. I never ever EVER look forward to a birthday, not even my 18th but I am extremely excited about this one and not only because I plan on spending it with my special someone because it actually means something to me. I'm not just turning another year older or the fact it means I'll only have one more year until I can drink, legally. What it means to me, responsibility. It means, I'm finally take full control of my life...MY LIFE! Every decision will be mine. Every accomplishment will be mine. Every failure will be mine. No one can tell me what to do. I no longer have to answer to anyone. This is my world, you bitches are just living in it.