As I Think Back

As I think back

I wonder if I should regret more

I wonder if lessons were ever learned

and if I'm actually moving forward

As I think back

I wonder how I got here

I wonder about my past

and if I should try to remember more

As I think back

I wonder how my life have changed

I wonder about my happiness

And if I am proud of myself

As I think back

I wonder what I've could've done

I wonder how I avoided certain situations

And If I'm content with my decision.

Connection

CONNECTION

I can feel it

this smile, I smile

is your smile

these eyes that light up

when the lights are up

is your lit eyes

i can feel it

this hair, when it undone

in need of chemicals

thick, wild, undone hair

is your hair

I can feel it

my face may resemble his

but my wide smile is yours

my lit up eyes are yours

my nappy hair is yours

my need to give up is yours

I can feel it.