As I Think Back

As I think back

I wonder if I should regret more

I wonder if lessons were ever learned

and if I'm actually moving forward

As I think back

I wonder how I got here

I wonder about my past

and if I should try to remember more

As I think back

I wonder how my life have changed

I wonder about my happiness

And if I am proud of myself

As I think back

I wonder what I've could've done

I wonder how I avoided certain situations

And If I'm content with my decision.