Frustrated

Fucking A, why is it so hard to find a pair of nice looking black high top sneakers? My feet grew out of nowhere so all my footwear are too small, expect for my uggs which are DONE! and my pradas which I can't wear every day. Everything else is too fucking small on my feet. It's such an inconvenience when I'm trying to get ready because I can't throw anything on, I have to make sure it looks okay with my footwear. I have to actually pull out a couple of outfits and match them up with my sneakers and if I don't like the way they look then I'll take it off and try something else on! So annoying! Considering I'm the "get up and go" kind of girl. Anyway before I went to work this morning, I had my mind set on purchasing me 3 pair of sneakers. I had 4 different stores to choose from. The first store I went into had some nice sneakers but not exactly what I was looking for. It was already set in my mind to purchase a pair of all black high tops. High tops because it's still semi cold outside and I need to keep my feet warm since my uggs are like dead. Seriously, you should see those! Disgusting! Anyway of course all they had were these bright ass colors. Appropriate for the spring, I guess. The guy kept suggesting certain shit but he had a heavy chinese accent so I couldn't make out what he was saying, I just kept shaking my head and smiling, pretending that I knew what he was talking about. Anyway he then walks up to me with a pair of all black shocks. There weren't high top but they weren't low either and I've been dying for another pair of shocks. So I tried them on and of course they didn't fucking fit! He then tried to show me some all black converses but I passed. I still had 3 other stores to check. I wasn't going to settle just yet. 

The next store was a couple of stores from the pervious one. I walk in, completely dead. I stand around for about 2 minutes and walk right out. Everything was ugly. 2 more stores to go. I walk up a couple of blocks and head into Macys. There were a pair of coach sneakers I was eyeing for months. I walk down to the shoe department, look over at the coach section and they didn't have the sneakers I was looking for. I look around for a couple of more minutes,  hoping something else would catch my eye but nothing. Fail. I throw on my earphones and head out to the next store. The next store was Foot Action. They're a sneaker store, so off the bat you would think that they had a wide variety. Nope! They didn't have shit in there. That store is so unappealing. Clothes hanging off the rack, everything out of order, dirt everywhere. Not well kept at all. That alone would make a person want to turn around and walk out. But I stayed, waiting for an employee to come over and greet me, the proper way. Instead I got "DOES ANYWAY NEED SOME HELP" from across the sneaker store. Unprofessional. And then some bird ass little girl walked into the store and kept staring at me, like she had something to fucking say. So I just stood there 2 extra minutes, waiting. Nada. What is it with girls and the need to stare at you? Do they think they're intimidating? Am I suppose to somewhat be afraid of a girl that's half my size in my own hood? Fuck out of here. Girls. Hate them. 

At the end of the day I came home with nothing. 30 minutes in the street wasted. This is why I much rather purchase my things over the Internet.