lame, so lame

(Picture taken by Scott Irving)
Because I lacked a lot of posts this month, I've decided to try to catch up. The key word being TRY. I mean I would like to post often but let's be honest my life sucks. Outside of work I have nothing interesting going on. Which is a pretty sad thing. I live in one of the greatest cities in the world and instead of going out and exploring everything that New York has to offer, I spend my two days off of work, at home, in bed, doing absolutely nothing. How lame am I? I really want to take pictures but I'm embarrassed about my camera. Yeah, I am finally going to admit it, I am embarrassed about my camera. I have a lame point and shoot camera; how can anyone take me seriously with that? I need to get my hands on an digital SLR. Unfortunately that seems unrealistic at the moment considering I'm trying to save 2 grand for my computer. I guess the point and shoot camera will have to do until I can afford a SLR. I need to focus on one thing at a time; I swear I'm trying to do 100 things at once. I'm studying for the bar, I'm studying to do the take out stand at my job, I'm reading 48 laws (and I am going to break down the laws, I just have to find the time.) and I'm trying to write a new fan fiction but I'm having writer's block. What I need to be doing is involving something that is going to make me some more money because god knows I need it. Ugh, I think I'm going to take a nap and then wake up and maybe blog some more.